Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Message from the Alien

Now I've been kinda seven weeks here and I put together a few things, but there are still this answers that i keep on gettin from saudi girls i've met at parties or chat or friend of a friend, and i know this last week i've been kinda worn out coz i had to finish articles, get imput from many saudis before the holydays, so i forgot the question now, but her answers alwayz goes something like "i'd love to but...

wait til after ramadam
you don't know my dad, he's so strict
my brother is visiting from the states, wanna spend some time with him
i have this family gathering today
i made plans to meet da gurls, i never see them! (?)
i can't miss another class (?)
this week i'm so busy with school (??)
i have to teach science to my lil brother (??)
I gave the driver the day off (???)
if we liked eachother we couldn't marry so...(??????)

Ok, some might be rather honest. Others sounded straight from outer space. There's always this extremely friendly feeling around, like it's just today that is not the right day but try again tomorrow, maybe, inshallah...

Dunno. You might enjoy gettin this phone calls, or texting me after a while see if i'm still there, IM me every day to catch up, this is all cool, love that. I know you might be allright with someone else but still give ur self-esteem a boost playing this way. Rather childish, if you ask, but fun.

Maybe you really can't break away from home and telling you this only makes it worst.

But you know what?

I called you coz i thoght it could be sweet if you come over for a movie or sth. Play some amazing recordz. Get high. I called you coz i wanted to start something not just talk about starting sth. Let's someday soon have a past together and maybe even a present.

There's a few thing i wanna do. Real things, nothing like games. I wanna stay home late, watching movies, kissing, dancing, cooking, drinking, making love, talking, touching, falling asleep, dreaming, showering; drive around, remain silent for hours, park anywhere...with you.

Or whatever you want.

And concerts! I want to go to concerts. And parks.

And I just wanted you to tell me "call me when you want". I just wanted you to call me when you wanted.

The real thing.

I just thought i'd let you know.

2 comments:

El Manosanta said...

How could all that be bad?
then, how come you can't?
Maybe you'll be able after marriage; maybe not.
That women seek security? But nothing is for certain! no deal will bring what you didn't learn the hardest way: to let someone get to know you. To show someone your deepest, secret fears.

Canc3riaN said...

:S es usted latino y enamorado con una chica de KSA ?

Just wondering. After all it's none of my busines. y por cierto, su blog es interesante.